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i think lifes becomeing perfect. i guess i mean i wouldn’t change what im doing for the...

Sun, 25 Jan 2009 15:32:03 -0500

i think lifes becomeing perfect.

i guess i mean i wouldn’t change what im doing for the world.

besides i sit at home alot.

im not going to school.

i don’t have a job

and i think anthony and i are going to start fighting soon.

but other then that our six months is veryy soon.

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sometimes. i feel like anthony doesn’t enjoy things about our relationship. like he loves me and stuff and comes and sees me but i don’t think he really likes the things like i do like our six months.

or like things.

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i don’t knowhow to explain it.

i am writing this book for a class i am taking. i have written my outline. : ) here goes. Cracking...

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 15:13:17 -0400

i am writing this book for a class i am taking.

i have written my outline.

: ) here goes.

Cracking Open My Brain

Outline:

Intro

short calm brief cover to open the book

2. Past

back back back in the day.
foster care
mom dying
saved from foster care
growing up
alive at last

3. Present

who i am now.
how my past effected me
favorite colors.. crap like that survayyys.
friends. about them.
family. describe epicly.
lists ( i want, i love, i hate, i need, i hope, i plan.)
everyday life.

4. Future

what i want to someday be.
kinds of things i want to do by high school is over.
a hope
a dream

5. Outro

close the book

szymon: via

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 15:12:08 -0400

szymon:

via

"What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody..."

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 20:00:04 -0400

“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.”

- Chuck Palahniuk (via umbrellaboat) (via skysignal) (via kari-shma)

"I need love. I need the thing that happens when your brain shuts off and your heart turns on."

Sun, 19 Oct 2008 14:30:18 -0400

“I need love. I need the thing that happens when your brain shuts off and your heart turns on.”

- Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation (via pleaserecycle) (via kari-shma)

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who..."

Sun, 19 Oct 2008 14:29:12 -0400

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, that’s her.”

- Unknown (via tuesdayslove) (via kari-shma)

angie pray

Sat, 18 Oct 2008 13:30:35 -0400

i miss you.

alot.

we don’t talk.

i miss michael.

we don’t talk anymore.

i miss kernnn

we don’t talk anymore.

come see. me.

i want it to be like how it was in the summer.

its not only the ice caps that re melting the polar bears are...

Sat, 18 Oct 2008 13:26:49 -0400

its not only the ice caps that re melting the polar bears are too : (

szymon: rainforests

Fri, 17 Oct 2008 00:38:49 -0400

szymon:

rainforests

kari-shma: (via: LOV-E)

Thu, 16 Oct 2008 20:01:21 -0400

kari-shma:

(via: LOV-E)

(via kari-shma)

Thu, 16 Oct 2008 19:37:32 -0400

(via kari-shma)

Thu, 16 Oct 2008 19:36:01 -0400

(via kari-shma)

szymon: i just love this (via ffffound)

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 00:37:07 -0400

szymon:

i just love this (via ffffound)

sideways v three.

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 14:41:13 -0400

sideways v three.

i wish i could tell him how much i care. but i don’t want to be hurt by the downfall of him...

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 13:13:35 -0400

i wish i could tell him how much i care.

but i don’t want to be hurt by the downfall of him not telling me bck

so i just sit here wishing hoping and thinking.

dreamin of the day when he cant hold it in much longer

i wish he knew how he affected everyone everytime he plays he amazing. wayyyy amazing. if you...

Sat, 04 Oct 2008 10:24:00 -0400

i wish he knew how he affected everyone everytime he plays

he amazing.

wayyyy amazing. if you honestly let me i would be so in love with you.

<333 OMFG

szymon: Sound Wave by Jean Shin

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 00:34:54 -0400

szymon:

Sound Wave by Jean Shin

i’ve never realized how much your life can change with one persons choice. i’m so...

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 19:42:30 -0400

i’ve never realized how much your life can change with one persons choice.

i’m so fucking grateful for anthony honeslty i felt like shit the whole time when we were apart.

that kid is such an amazing person and i would honestly do anything to make up what i did.

i love him so much. not just in a relationship way. but also in a YOUR ONE OF THE MOST AMAZING PEOPLE I’VE EVER MET WAY. he’s a really good guy and i am so glad that i can call him mine.

i am so glad he forgave me. I really miss angie alot but i am glad she is out enjoying her life. shes so fucking amazing.and iam looking for a new job.

i’m kind of scared though because i know i’ll never see anthony but honestly i wouldn’t mind if it was even once a week we have to do what needs to be one. but as long as i do see him for give minunts that day on that lonley week i’ll feel like the happest person in the world.

Ill add more later.

szymon: more money-trees by Mark Wagner

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 14:21:24 -0400

szymon:

more money-trees by Mark Wagner

szymon: WWF: Don’t buy exotic animal souvenirs.

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 14:17:12 -0400

szymon:

WWF: Don’t buy exotic animal souvenirs.