anthony.
i’m not sure i’ve been this happy in a long while. XD.
i really feel like i have a place to belong… i don’t think it should be spoken in that way.
i feel like. i have trust. i can trust in other people. that i can be my self around some kids with out even thinking about my flaws
i’m glad i can be around kids that love them selfs as much i love them and or they love me.
and anthony. oh my god. im not sure what i feel yet. but i sware to god i must be falling in love with this kid. he pushes my emotions to the max i sware. he makes me feel… like….. perefect….. invincble…. carefree….. full of love… god…. ,so many things run through my mind when i;’m with him.
i hope that he really likes me for me. i hope that he really cares about me like i care about him. i hope so .
maybe i’m just so happy that someone loves me for me and doesn’t look at me for my flaws before they look at my mind, i’m not sure whats going on in my body mind thoughts……. but i feel like i should…like be complete. you know?
i don’t know. so i’m whatever….
i love you good fucking night…
