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i think lifes becomeing perfect.

i guess i mean i wouldn’t change what im doing for the world.

besides i sit at home alot.

im not going to school.

i don’t have a job

and i think anthony and i are going to start fighting soon.

but other then that our six months is veryy soon.

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sometimes. i feel like anthony doesn’t enjoy things about our relationship. like he loves me and stuff and comes and sees me but i don’t think he really likes the things like i do like our six months.

or like things.

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i don’t knowhow to explain it.

i am writing this book for a class i am taking.

i have written my outline.

: ) here goes.

Cracking Open My Brain

Outline:

Intro

short calm brief cover to open the book

2. Past

back back back in the day.
foster care
mom dying
saved from foster care
growing up
alive at last

3. Present

who i am now.
how my past effected me
favorite colors.. crap like that survayyys.
friends. about them.
family. describe epicly.
lists ( i want, i love, i hate, i need, i hope, i plan.)
everyday life.

4. Future

what i want to someday be.
kinds of things i want to do by high school is over.
a hope
a dream

5. Outro

close the book

szymon:

via

“ What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.

— Chuck Palahniuk (via umbrellaboat) (via skysignal) (via kari-shma)

“ I need love. I need the thing that happens when your brain shuts off and your heart turns on.

— Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation (via pleaserecycle) (via kari-shma)

“ Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, that’s her.

— Unknown (via tuesdayslove) (via kari-shma)